Fighting a battle

I told dar that for the sake of my family I will fight this battle but I dont know how long can I do it. I am scared of losing everything that I have worked so hard for. I am very young and have a future ahead of me.

While I thought things have looked bad, I was given a big surprise on friday. I go for my yearly scanning, MRI and blood tests, but the result wasnt what my doctor or myself expected. Apparently the scanning results showed my tumors size has shrink to the acceptable range and I find it hard to accept this is good news. But just to be sure, blood test is required.

I had a hard time drawing blood and this process is really killing me. I've been poke three times with needles! Ouch! Maybe because I am scared, alone and lost -- very very lost, I had been crying during the whole drawing blood session! I hate this!

Anyways, we will see how it goes for the blood test results.

Thanks to all my friends - You all had been my pillar of strength and a wonderful one to start with.

Thanks to my beloved driver who send me home when I need him without failed! He gives me a life and I follow his surname :)

Thanks to my loving mum, she cooks tonic soup to replenish the blood loss and got me chicken esscence to show her tender loving care....

I had a life and a potential wonderful future! :) :) Jiayou