How time flies

OMG, time really flies. Its already July, half year has gone by. As I sit here, I reflect at how the first half of the year went for me.

Well, overall, the first half of 2009 had been rather promising. It was a mixture of feelings-sometimes happy sometimes not, which I believe to be part and parcel of life.

Sure, things hasnt been at all smooth sailing all the way. This year, I have manage to finally get a few things done.

I suppose the greatest achievement thus far is my weight loss, which has changed my life in a way or another. I just hope that I have the motivation to carry on when I had reached my ideal weight.

The thing is, suddenly there seemed to be so many things happening concurrently last week so much that I have to adjust my feeling accordingly. Perhaps the thought of losing a close kin got me thinking that maybe I should start a new life. Since what happened with god son I had not been crying so badly for a long time and suddenly last week and even as I write, I felt like crying

I really need a break. I need to go some place where I can find more serenity and peace without disturbance of daily routines or even emails, meetings, phone calls etc.....I just wanted to get away and relax for a while. 2-3 days wont do me any good. I need to take a really long break (like a month) something which I hadnt done in a long long time.

I believe what's important now is to get my life re-aligned back to how it was.