Birthday surprise!!!

I am blessed with many good friends, even friends who would painstaking to do a "special pic of me with cute guy" that surprise me in a different way..

Slowly more and more surprises starts to be revealed...and they bought me an Agnes B Pale Pink Nylon Sling and yes, i need it! They're really sweeeeeetttttttttttttt.....Although the surprise was simple it was really a nice gesture from so many good friends so I figured more or less that I must have a very special place in their heart for them to do such things. :) A BIG thanks girls!

This year I celebrate yet another milestone in my life journey and of course I celebrate the many things associated with me especially my thriving relationship and growing friendships. Most of all, I celebrate the notion of being myself and having the courage to live life the way it is.

Phone call

As I was happily enjoying my quiet evening at home, XXX smsed me...." Hi Amy, can u pls call me back..URGENT!!" I contemplated for a while to call or not to call. He had never sent me an sms like that when we together years ago. The bold URGENT sounded like a call for help. I didnt call him back. An hour plus after the sms he missed call me expecting me to return the call as I always did and again, I contemplated if it was the right thing to do at all.

After much thought and pondering I succumb the other side of me, I called him back but he didnt answer and for a moment, Many things came to my mind then and all the sudden I felt that guilt of not responding to his call if he really need help. But then I knew I couldnt blame myself because he made me make the decision I did.

Finally after my 2nd attempt he answered the phone and told me that he fell asleep. So I asked him what is so urgent that he wanted me to call him back immediately. He said its because he suddenly missed me and felt like hearing my voice. He couldnt accept the fact that there are guys around me. Funny! He is obviously playing psychology game with me. Why is it that he still cannot let me go properly?? And why is it that he doesnt understand that things arent possible between us? Why is that he doesnt understand that?

I just held on to the phone quietly and finally told him I that its no use telling me all these now and that there is a limit to my patience and tolerance. Then he started to cry knowing that it will melt my heart in the past but I am truly proud of myself now because I dont even give a darn to his crocodile tears, he is just another jerk that scare of lonely. I TOLD him that we are OVER few years back, I simply just hung up the phone - I know its rather rude of me but I didnt have a choice then. Besides, he is getting annoying! Another selfish guy-.-"

I am not about to change my mobile number because of one person. It wont be fair to the many other hundred people who have my mobile number!!!

New toy

I got a new face toner. Its an OTO FT-110 Face Toner and so far performance had been great. Its a gift from someone special. Its practical and I needed one anyways.

The face toner's really cool and I am having a lot of fun with it. I havent been taking enough care for my skin recently. This face toner help to redefine my skin texture and facial muscle toning. It is safe, easy to use and hope it it effective too...



The unit comes with 5 interchangeable heads(for smoothing face toner, energizing face toner, contour massage, exfoliation brush and cleansing sponge) for different massaging and toning actions.

No matter how good your skincare products, they must be used with regular facial exercise to maintain the base muscle of my skin. I'm looking to maintain my youthful looks... hehe...

Sunday night at Timbre

This past Sunday I went to Timbre with some friends. It was as always an interesting experience because you never know who you will meet there.

But the heavy rain in the late evening had sort of dampen my mood and I suppose alot of people's as well. The truth was when I was at Orchard I contemplated whether to proceed to Timbre or not but since I promised my friends, I went anyways.

And it proofed to be a right decision as I had a lot of fun. At the same, I've got to know quite a bit of people. However, there was this other guy who came up to me and asked for my number and wanted me to go outside with him, which obviously I didnt and he had the guts to bluntly ask me if I wanted to be his gf.

Fortunately for me, I have many good friends to protect me. They push him and warn him to stay away from me. At that moment is not only the gentleman act but I felt the warmth and security.

Overall, I had lots of fun at Timbre though I knew I had to wake up the next morning for my check up at TMC but it was so fun I stayed on till closing time, and Jason gives me a ride home to my door step.

Thank You!!! Muacks!

Thank you everyone for celebrating my 28th birthday with me and your warm birthday wishes. I felt the warmth and touched.

Thank you again.

Happy birthday to me!! 7th April!!

Well...today is my birthday. Had a great party last night which lasted till almost 11plus but thank God, I am on leave today and tomorrow. Am going to spend some quality time with all my friends. Its really a rare thing that some of them make an effort to spend my birthday with me because they knew it was important to me.

Spending money

What do you do when you are down/depressed or totally stressed out? When the daily routines & events in your life goes upside down? While most people I know would drink till they get drunk and sleep through that misery hoping they'll forget when they awaken the next day, while I also know of some people who cry it all out each time they cant take that pressure of keeping everything inside, also some who eat alot more than they should......



For me, I spend money to get rid of that feeling, many times buying things (that include food stuff) that I don't ever need. I think that's why my entire wardrobe is full of clothes that I hardly ever wear, shoe racks filled with shoes that I wear only once or twice, some never and bags that I hardly use.



So, most of the time when I am down, I will throng the shopping malls going on the mad shopping spree, which can be rather scary but yet, like blogging I found that therepeutic. It made me feel better.



That's also the reason why I hardly if ever, does Spring cleaning because I'll have so much stuff I dont even know what to dispose of or rather I'd not want to dispose of it. This habit of mine is not like its life and death situation but I do realise that I do need some sort of help to curb it before I burn a bigger hole in my bank accounts.



While I enjoy travelling, the only reason I hardly ever do anymore now is because I am afraid of spending excessively when I travel no matter where. I think I got this "habit" which is buying a lot of sandles, slippers, heels n etc but hardly ever touch and finds thrill in just buying them. But I got some stuff and that made me feel alot better.



*sigh* How to help myself???

Prelude to birthday

4 more days and I will be turning 28. While others frown at that fact, I am looking forward to it. Like I told NK, when I am in my 20s its like I'm in between a girl and woman but at 28 I am a "real woman" meaning I get a better hang of myself and enjoying more of womanhood. So, I am all grown up now. That also means, more responsibilities and more pressures to settle down from family and friends...!

The next few days will be filled with celebrations. I've been getting sms from friends asking what I want for birthday this year... My answer to them is nothing because this is not a good year and recession/retrenchment is going on. I rather they save it up for rainy days. I really appreciate their thoughts.

Its been a long time since I had celebrated my birthday in that way especially after what happened years ago. I remembered the years ago, my birthdays were always celebrated in another country-Bangkok, Hong Kong, KL, Batam, Bali and NYC, and made sure that the planes land on the morning of my birthday.

All along birthdays is just another day, it is always friends who decides that they want to celebrate it with me and that itself is really sweet. Otherwise, I wont even bother celebrating it.

What do I wish for this birthday? Well...lets save this post for another time (maybe the actual day???). Am looking forward to all the fun of catching up with people.....

Flaring anger

I am known to be someone who has always cant be calm in most of my dealings - even my workmates said that. Yes, this is true. My anger will flare when challenged. Sadly tho, I dont know how to write with that angry emotion so I'll just write as usual.

Why full of anger? Its a very long story that I would rather not mention too much. I am so angry now I could scold anyone who steps on my tail. All this while I had taken it with a piece of salt but it doesnt mean I dont bother.

I just dont bother arguing with idiots like her because it will be a waste of time. She thinks just because I dont ever defend myself she can keep doing. I am just being patience. One day she will get it from me or better still God.