Spending money

What do you do when you are down/depressed or totally stressed out? When the daily routines & events in your life goes upside down? While most people I know would drink till they get drunk and sleep through that misery hoping they'll forget when they awaken the next day, while I also know of some people who cry it all out each time they cant take that pressure of keeping everything inside, also some who eat alot more than they should......



For me, I spend money to get rid of that feeling, many times buying things (that include food stuff) that I don't ever need. I think that's why my entire wardrobe is full of clothes that I hardly ever wear, shoe racks filled with shoes that I wear only once or twice, some never and bags that I hardly use.



So, most of the time when I am down, I will throng the shopping malls going on the mad shopping spree, which can be rather scary but yet, like blogging I found that therepeutic. It made me feel better.



That's also the reason why I hardly if ever, does Spring cleaning because I'll have so much stuff I dont even know what to dispose of or rather I'd not want to dispose of it. This habit of mine is not like its life and death situation but I do realise that I do need some sort of help to curb it before I burn a bigger hole in my bank accounts.



While I enjoy travelling, the only reason I hardly ever do anymore now is because I am afraid of spending excessively when I travel no matter where. I think I got this "habit" which is buying a lot of sandles, slippers, heels n etc but hardly ever touch and finds thrill in just buying them. But I got some stuff and that made me feel alot better.



*sigh* How to help myself???