Phone call

As I was happily enjoying my quiet evening at home, XXX smsed me...." Hi Amy, can u pls call me back..URGENT!!" I contemplated for a while to call or not to call. He had never sent me an sms like that when we together years ago. The bold URGENT sounded like a call for help. I didnt call him back. An hour plus after the sms he missed call me expecting me to return the call as I always did and again, I contemplated if it was the right thing to do at all.

After much thought and pondering I succumb the other side of me, I called him back but he didnt answer and for a moment, Many things came to my mind then and all the sudden I felt that guilt of not responding to his call if he really need help. But then I knew I couldnt blame myself because he made me make the decision I did.

Finally after my 2nd attempt he answered the phone and told me that he fell asleep. So I asked him what is so urgent that he wanted me to call him back immediately. He said its because he suddenly missed me and felt like hearing my voice. He couldnt accept the fact that there are guys around me. Funny! He is obviously playing psychology game with me. Why is it that he still cannot let me go properly?? And why is it that he doesnt understand that things arent possible between us? Why is that he doesnt understand that?

I just held on to the phone quietly and finally told him I that its no use telling me all these now and that there is a limit to my patience and tolerance. Then he started to cry knowing that it will melt my heart in the past but I am truly proud of myself now because I dont even give a darn to his crocodile tears, he is just another jerk that scare of lonely. I TOLD him that we are OVER few years back, I simply just hung up the phone - I know its rather rude of me but I didnt have a choice then. Besides, he is getting annoying! Another selfish guy-.-"

I am not about to change my mobile number because of one person. It wont be fair to the many other hundred people who have my mobile number!!!